Talent

These few days, I realised that I have been wasting too much time in the past few months. The time that I wasted are for things that I dont really have talent in it. Though i know that i have no talent in it, i still tried so hard. I just cant seem to reach a point of satisfaction. In life, there are many things that a person cant achieve with just plain hard work. That person can try as hard as he wants but he/she would be nothing infront a person born with Talent. Anyway, since i've been wasting much of my time to trying to improve in certain things which i dont have talent in, I now decide to give up on some those things and focus on a few others. Well, they used to say "if you give up thats means you are a loser" but i prefer to become loser in just a few things so that i can concentrate more on some other important things. If i had the talents, i wouldn't have to give up on those stuff because i know i can do it!!. Anyway its all about fate. =) .After reading this, does any one of you guys think i will give up in my studies?

The Battle, Pain and Excitement...

This is the game i wanted to talk about for this post. That is Paintball, also know as PAINBALL game. Where you can feel the pain that you never experienced before =P haha... Ok, this picture was taken last year ago so its not really important. The only important part for last year match in paint ball is i able to make a record that is FIRSTBLOOD. This first blood is not im the 1st one shot people, is i got shot by other people. I haven't shoot a bullet yet, then on the spot when my head out, pom! i feel the pain at my neck. After a few min then started to bleed a little bit. Anyway, it doesn't really matters anymore. Cause today, im the top for the game ^^, as in kena shoot. i kena 9 SHOOTS. Damn syok. ok let me list out

3 shots at the back
2 headshot
1 shot at the leg
2 shots at the hand
LAST 1, at my ass but not that pain

actually i wouldn't get high score 1.. thanks to my teammate that shot me at the back 2 times n 1 head shot IN SHORT RANGE. Out of so many hits i kena, the most pain 1 is the friendly fire from my teammate cos i was like 2 meter or 3 meter only. Because we playing this dumb shit game mode that is capture the flag. I was trying to capture the the enemy flag to win but i got no idea why my teammate cover our flag and dont want to capture. when i ran to there, he shoot me on the spot with 3 hit 2 at the back and 1 at the back of my head which got no cover at my head. i shouted "FUCKER", cause i thought my housemate shoot me, but its the newbie.This newbie, he is in our team because we less 1 more guy to form a team. If its my damn hosemate, i would have turn back and shot him at the chest 3 times and say "eat this you bitch". Somehow, i feel like im a bullets magnet hahaha... damn sueh, if its girls magnet then good la ><. Anyway, we manage to win 3 games out of 5 games but actually we can win and get the champion. Because of we joining other team for the capture flag. If the whole thing about team deathmatch then we comfirm will win :P. Ok la, thats all for this syok event~! haha these are some of the picture of the result notice there are 3 black spot 1 at the hand there n 2 at the back


This picture show a clear view of the damage that my teammate done to me... haha

Appreciation

Well, these past few days i learned quite a lot of stuff that related to appreciation. There is so many things around us that we didn't realize that we need to appreciate it. This "appreciate" word goes to every1 of us. It is very important to appreciate everything around us. As time move on, i felt sorry for my family because i didn't appreciate the stuff that they have done for me. I know how they will feel if i let them down this time again. Because i also have experienced the feeling that people letting me down for what i have done for them. It is very sad and at the same time i felt very angry. Well, maybe this is just me.( for the angry feeling) As for the part of angry is because i feel that i am wasting my time, money and effort. Now try to think back, this is the reason why my father always scold me for not doing well in my exam for this past few years. I finally get how he feels, thanks to these few days that what have happened to me. So, there is no too late to appreciate the things around us when you still can realize it. Ok, i gtg study. Have to appreciate the time i got left to study =D.

CLUBBING...

Clubbing,... last time this word means something to me, that is an excitement but now, its just like a normal place to me, in fact i don't really like clubbing anymore. There is a lot of reason that i dont like clubbing, but im lazy to talk about it cos it will takes a lot of time for me to talk about it... haha. After sathes bday party, i dont think i wanna drink anymore. I felt very suffering after drink too much on that day. I felt very tired n sleepy but i cant sleep dont know why. Wait until 10am only can sleep, i was wondering why i cant sleep n why am i emo when i drink at there... This kind of feeling and situation, i dont think i wanna experience it 1 more time. hahaha... so LETS SAY NO TO CLUB xD... i got good news for those who wanna club.. cos next time if we wanna go, i will offer myself as driver =)

Ashita Hareru Kana (Will Tomorrow Be A Clear Day)

Ashita Hareru Kana

by Kuwata Keisuke of Southern All-Stars

Atsui namida ya koi no sakebi mo

Kagayakeru hi wa doko he kieta no

Asumo ate na kimichi wo samayou nara

kore ijou moto ni wa modorenai

Mimi wo sumaseba kokoro no koe wa

boku ni nani wo katarikakeru darou?

Ima mayou nureta machi no katasumi ite

ano koro no sora wo omou tabi ni

Kami yori tamaeshi kodoku ya trouble

nakitai toki wa naki na yo

Kore ga sadame desshou ka?

Akirameyou ka?

Kisetsu wa meguru mahou no you ni

Oh baby No maybe

“Ai” nakushite “Jou” mo nai?

Nageku you na free

Yononaka no seini suru dake

Oh baby You're maybe

“Ai” nakushite “Raku” wa nai

Shiawase no feeling

Dakishimete one more time

Arishi hi no onore wo aisuru tame ni

omoide wa utsukushiku aru no sa

Tooi kako yori mada minu jinsei wa

yume hitotsu kanaeru tame ni aru

kiseki no doa wo akeru no wa dare?

Hohoemi wo mou ichido dake

Kimi wa kizuku desshou ka?

Sono kagi wa mou

Kimi no tenohira no ue ni

Why baby oh tell me

“Ai” nakushite “Zou” mo nai

Mite minai you na free

sono mi wo mamoru tame

Oh baby you're may be

Mou sukoshi no shoubu ja nai

Kujikesou na feeling

Norikoete one more chance

I talk to myself

Oh baby, no maybe

“Ai” nakushite “Jou” mo nai

Nageku you na free

Nokoru no wa koukai dake

Oh baby smile baby

Sono inochi wa towa janai

Daremo ga hitori hitori mune no

naka de sotto sasayaiteiru yo

“Ashita hareru kana?”

Haruka sora no shita…

ENGLISH VERSION :P

Will Tomorrow Be A Clear Day

by Kuwata Keisuke of Southern All-Stars

The warm tears and the cry of love

Where have those days disappeared to?

If tomorrow the road to our goal wanders off too

The unusual beginning will never come back

Have I finished listening to the speeches

The voice of my heart tells me?

Though I stand lost in this wet corner of the town

The sky then, I’ll remember everytime

Lord, let me be lonely and troubled

And able to cry when I need to

Is this my fate?

Should I give up?

The season returns just like magic

Oh baby, no maybe

Is there no “feeling” too, without “love”?

To grieve is to be free

That is this world’s only consequence

Oh baby, you’re maybe

Without “love” there can’t be “comfort”

This happy feeling

I’ll embrace one more time

In the past, for the sake of love

I had kept beautiful memories

Beyond the distant past, the life we have yet to see

Has one dream which will make it come true

Who will open the door of miracles?

Just so you smile once again

Have you noticed?

That the key

Is in the palm of your hand

Why baby, oh tell me

Without “love” there is no “growth” either

To not foresee is to be free

In order to protect that vision

Oh baby, you’re maybe

Not just a little game

This broken feeling

I will overcome for one more chance

I talk to myself

Oh baby, no maybe

Is there no “feeling” too, without “love”

To grieve is to be free

For the only thing you leave behind is regret

Oh baby, smile baby

Because life is not for eternity

Everyone, one by one

Whispers softly into their hearts

“Will tomorrow be a clear day?”

Under the distant skies…

time pass just like that

Wow.. Everythings come and goes just like that. 1 week pass just like that, everyday doing nothing laming around just like usual. Out of the sudden i feel that studying at there is very meaningless. Why does people said that uni life is very fun and they having a great time enjoying it, cos i dont feel anything special with my uni life. Everyday attend those boring lectures, then sleep and play games. i feel all this are very useless. Hope that i can finish as soon as possible n start working. Then i think again, what is the point of working? balik balik, boring life jugak. So today, i plan 1 more things in my life. FASTER EARN MONEY N GO TRAVEL LIKE I ALWAYS WANTED. But all just like a dream. What ever i want or i wish, barely would happen... things work out just like a fate to me. Thats why sometimes i think, do i really need to put effort on some other things?.. or just let it come just like that or just let it be like it suppose to be... others than study n my band thingy... i think just let it be like that.. dont put any damn effort that is wasting time... save my time n save my energy to think about it. The more i write the more kaopeh i get... SIEN

Looking forward with the two band that im forming at the same time... hope it will get better as time goes on.. Once again, i want to keep long hair like last time, n this time, surely will get the look i want. Must do this while i can, next time when start working that time, i dont think i can keep long hair anymore. Unless i retired :D

Second day of my year2's life...

Hmmm...at first, i don't really want to write this blog, but im just too free right now and got nothing to do. And then, here i am, learning how to blog to get rid of my boredom and trying to learn some html stuff :P...

I think i should start this with yesterday. First day, is rather boring as usual. Just having this 3 hours class but the most irritating part is, in the 1st day i already got assignment. Ahh... nevermind, can do that sooner or later, haha.... After that, go back n clean my damn house with my housemate, lucky this time they automatically clean up the house. I guess everything its gonna be the same from 1st year to 2nd year, haha... just that we lesser play game. Anyway, its pointless to complaints about the life in uni, it cant be interesting at all because im living so far away from uni. no activities after class, only some CC session with my housemate n some other fren. Just cant help it, bcos im so lazy to go out. Maybe i will join music club... at least there is something to do, better than nothing. The more i write in this blog, the more i feel like im writing an essay and trying to score something.. haha.. well well, guess its time for me to learn about html.. thats all for today..

ROCK ON,